I just focus on the Cross..

Sometimes I battle with my own thoughts...with my own fears...
What are all these mean?
I don't know.

I just focus on the CROSS..where Jesus is stretching His hands,
with His blood all over Him..all because of me.

Life seems...

to take so slow on me lately.. I don't know why.
I get a little impatient sometimes..

Yeah I know. God is taking His own time.

So I will just wait...

For the right time..and the right opportunity.

I cannot bear doing more for myself anymore. For I always failed.

I just trust in HIm ..no matter what. Even if I get a little bored.
Just wait...and wait..

My cousin said...

my mama is doing well now. She can walk by her own and her fracture is gone. So, there will be no more second surgery. The doctor has cancelled it.Halleluyah!
I just smile at the news.
I have posted one blog few weeks ago that I have placed the situation of my
mama inside my "getaway box" and have given it to Jesus so I won't worry anymore.
Surely, Jesus has kept His words and promises.

Just today, I have read in one of my forums that I joined in a topic that says"The reason why the Philippines is poor."
Well, it got me to thinking real hard. And asked a lot of whys, trying to figure
things out...
But then again, no answers..except that my spirit has led me to just P R A Y for
my country.
Now, I am taking my "getawaybox" again..
In it, I place my country..along with its leaders and people..

I will pass it to Jesus...so He will heal my land...

A philmugger,baitnicart has posted this scripture...

2 Chronicles 7:14

If my people, which are called by my name, shall humble themselves, and pray, and seek my face, and turn from their wicked ways; then will I hear from heaven, and will forgive their sin, and will heal their land.

Anger Management..

What would you do if you trusted someone you don't know so well
and betrayed your trust?

Well, it just happened to me.

And it just got me so furious and disappointed as hell!

People can deceive you in a lot of ways. It's like a trap.
You will never know that it's there unless you're standing right on top
of it.

Sucks!

What I did in my own effort?

With all my might, I tried to get hold of that person..
Sms,phone calls,email but to no avail. He doesn't seem to care at all.
Woow! it's like stabbing me in front. Digging holes deep in my heart.

I really thought 'this person' is a good man. True to his words..so I just
trusted him just like that.

But then again..I guess God is the only one who keeps His words for us
and would never betray us.

If you are caught unaware..humans can really petrify you.

Good thing, Jesus is in me. I now know what to do and how to deal with
all these.

Yes, it may hurt a bit but it CANNOT stay that long.

For I believe I have an Almighty God who can deal with it
and I know His ways are the best!

So just last night, before dozing off, I imagined my "Getaway box" .
It is as pure white as snow, glowing.

Just like what I did to my mom's problem and my family, I put "that person" and the situation inside the box...

Yes, it hurts to let go..but I have no other choice. I cannot do anything
about it anymore. So , I'm giving it to God.


So I have put that person and the whole situation inside the glowing box..
closed it gently..

Right in front of me..there's Jesus, stretching His arms wide.

I give my "Getaway Box" to Jesus...that means, He is in control now.

Jesus then, gladly took my box and smiled at me..

Then I dozed off...


The next morning...

Just this morning...I feel a very light feeling inside of me..
My anger to that person has somewhat vanished..
I couldn't even remember the feeling anymore..

Just wow!

Now, I leave everything behind.

I have a brand new day..

I am meant to live a brand new day because that's part of my
inheritance from God.

It's just amazing to live this way!

Will keep you posted...