Friday, October 3, 2008

I am hurting...

I'm hurting today...my past and my present is hurting me again..

But I shall not let this moment come to pass without teaching me
a lesson...or a revelation.

pause.

Tears filled my heart last night as the pain is trying to crush me down...

Look at me.
I am focusing on "myself" again..
What shall this moment make of me?

I say, NOTHING BUT DEPRESSION. AND FRUSTRATIONS..

It's true ,
when you think so much of the "I", "myself", "my pains", "my heartbreaks"
it doesn't give you anything but PAIN. There's so much darkness in it.

Right now, as I feel all these in me. Let me share with you the video
I created for Jesus few months back. Watching this eases my pain..because
in here I am reminded of Jesus taking all my pains and burdens when He was crucified
2000 years ago..
Stay on for the last part where I have used The Passion of Christ photos.
It's my most fave part.

5 comments:

  1. Hi Dinx, You are constantly in my prayers and I pray that u will overcome all these hurdles soon.
    Pls take care of yourself. Ok!
    Here's a big big hug to you and hope that makes you feel better.
    Come visit my blog, I have an entry on *When the devil reminds you of your past, remind him of his future. You have been washed by the blood of Jesus, but he, the devil will be burning in hell forever and ever.
    Dinx, all our pains, sorrows and tears will come to stop someday, thereafter, it's a life of CELEBRATION with our Lord. Isn't that something wonderful to look forward to.
    Take care my dear friend,

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  2. Watching the video, especially the ending part, I had to constantly remind myself to not see Jesus as a brutally whipped, wounded and crowned with thorns, a dead Jesus .... but that He conquered death, was victorious and is coming back again as a Mighty God!, a conqueror! a Victorious God! He is coming and HE WILL REIGN! .....
    Thanks for sharing the vid, I needed that.

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  3. Thanks for the hug Sandra. And thank you for always being there for me.Makes me feel good.I know there are lessons to be learned on these pains and heartaches. Right now, I feel it's making me strong. Like the donkey I will rise up to victory with Jesus around.
    Sometimes, things get to be blown away just like that. ..it's how you and I handle it that what matters the most.
    I still sing praises to Him inspite of all of these.
    I'm just wondering why.

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  4. About the video ...The photos on Jesus being whipped down is just my reminder that He accepted all those blows and whippings so I can live a victorious today. Imagining it makes me feel good inside feeling the love of God inside of me. Imagine if I was the person who got beaten instead of Jesus. It's gona be a lot of pain.
    I'm just glad Jesus took my place so I can be free:)

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  5. Yes Dinx I understand your feelings regarding the vid *smile* .... I went thru the same feelings too.
    I wrote what I wrote to express my feelings on how I had to tackle this immense feelings I felt back then and now. I saw the film a couple of years ago and felt very disturbed for a couple of weeks until I remedied my own feelings with prayers and positive mental talks.
    Yes, I am glad He died for us. It's a good video by the way.
    You have a good week ahead.

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