There are times when

I feel so irrational, immature and silly.. Like at this moment.

Something really pissed me off and I know I can explode anytime with so much anger.

But no.. It's just my thoughts and feelings.
And I know Holy spirit wont leave me hanging in times like these.

I am just human.

I fail.

I get mad.

Sometimes I'm not in the mood.
That's normal, right?


Right now, I switched my phone to airplane mode so my friends wouldn't be able call me.
Because
sometimes I wana be alone.

Well,
that's me!

I don't want or don't need to struggle to change when at this moment, I am just being me!
If you can't understand that someone else will have to.


Breathe in.

Breathe out.


Pause.


Relax....



You know what,

I'm just glad even if I'm like this I know there's someone up above who loves me sooooo no matter what.
Who just keeps His silent when I get mad and yet still holding unto me..comforting me. Not nagging me.

And that's Jesus.

Right now, I don't long for His presence. But I'm assured He is just there ready to hug me..

Jesus, whatever I'm going through right now, pls bless me with your wisdom.

I need tons of it right now.

Thank you.

Amen!



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