Sooooooo mad!!

Was stood up by some of my friends today and it made
me really furious!
Why can't they just say NO so I won't gona expect them
anymore, right?

Grrrrrrr!


Burst of emotions...yeah!
Some negative thoughts are attacking me....Telling me " look at you,
you are so bold with your faith in your God and so proud to be a
Christian and yet you're acting like that!
Do you think you deserve him when you behave like that?"

Pause.......


Arggggggggh!



Jesuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuus!!!!



I replied,
" Yes! God knows me well. He knows that from time to time I will lose my temper , be unreasonable or act a little childish or crazy. i accept that. Ok??
Jesus understands that I'm struggling with this emotion right now.
I know it's kinda heavy! And sickening ! So I know He will change this.. Not today, or tom but someday...He will take it out from me.
Because He loves me..and He doesn't want this frustrations to destroy me!

Got that?!

Like I said, I am not a perfect Christian.
I will never be a perfect Christian.
That's why I need Jesus to be my savior from this failure!

Jesuuuuuuuuuus!

Right now, Even if Im feeling a little bit mad, I say,

"Thank you Lord....for I am the Righteousness in Christ!"

Halleluyaaaaah!



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