I am so high I wana touch the sky!

It's Christmas time!
This is the first Christmas without my dearest Papa and sister.
Terribly missed them...for now they are probably enjoying celebrating
with the Lord in heaven.

My mama is back home with my cousin. Hope she's enjoying without me .
Don't worry mama...I'm going back this feb. will see you soon!
Sigh. I wished I could go back to Cebu and settle back there..But then again,
I still have a lot of things to accomplished with. Debts to pay ...just that.

Anyways.

My second family in Pateros?
Ya, I know they are happy and so busy right now
cooking, giving gifts, merry-making, etc. Merry Christmas to them.

My boss? Well, she's sick right now. Hope she recovers soon.
She's been feeling terrible since last Saturday. I pray for her fast recovery.
I can't imagine being sick on a Christmas day. I love my boss.
And she will be ok so she can have fun.

...and me??

Here I am, stuck in my cubicle working while everyone
is getting ready to party!

Hooah! Hear that? I am alone while everyone is going to party! Why ha?

Is this my fate?
Am I going to feel bitter about it and bury myself in self-pity?
Welp, my "old" pathetic self tells me that.

But am I going to give in?

No way Jose!

Definitely NOT!

That's the power of being with Jesus!
The happiness that I am feeling right now is overwhelming that I need not go anywhere else in this world just to look for that 'Happiness". (But hey, pls. not in my ofc ok?)

Back then, I used to be so happy during Christmas ..and that happiness would only last for just about a week or two..till the end of the year maybe..After that, there goes my grumpy, a*shole behavior and sickening mood again.

But alas! After Jesus has dominated me...everything is temporary.
My sorrows, bad moods could only last for just a moment..like a microseconds or so.
I feel it within...and I cannot express it anywhere else but here..in my blog.
You don't wana see me jumping , flailing my arms around the streets of Singapore laughing or smiling at you, do you? Someone for sure will call the police! Hahah!

Guess I am addicted to Jesus now..
I am so high I wana touch the sky!

Merry Christmas everyone!
Jesus rocks!